Everything:infravermelho

it's so easy for me to think negatively of everything. my goal this year is to think positive. i have a new life and environment ahead of me, and i keep thinking negative, which makes it even worse. it sucks here, but i've found out that when i think positive and keep a smile on my face and what's been given to me... i can make it. thinking positive makes the day so much better. don't focus so much on the past - remember it, but don't worry about it - and think about what's happening now. if you put your head too much on the past, you're never gonna go anywhere. think about what's going on right this moment, and how it will affect your (my) future positively. God has a plan for me here. i can do it. my negativity blinds me from all the blessings taiwan has to offer.

amen

Today's the last day of CNY. So many things hve happened lately. Luckily, this break felt long. let's see... i finally got to meet up with my cousin dudu and his girlfriend cynthia. haven't seen them in around 10 years. Man. i missed him. I went to a wedding and met the vice president of Taiwan. I hung out with family a lot. I went to the hospital, found out I have MVP (some problem with my heart... but it's not that bad), and mannn I got all this medication for my skin 'cause ever since I moved here I've been having SUCKY skin. it was alright in september, but now my face is all disgustingly infected and stuff. man. 

so i'm gonna start blogging on this again for all my personal stuff. i've mostly been on tumblr  but it's more of a socializing site, not personal blog.